i don't know what i look like anymore

Опубликовано: 20 Июль 2026
на канале: Anna Maria Luisa
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TW: this video includes descriptions of body dysmorphia

Hi guys!!

Sorry this video took so long to make! I am currently writing my final year dissertation and am entering exam season which has taken up quite a lot of my time... This video is quite a sensitive one but I think therefore even more important to make. It's something that a lot of us experience: a feeling of detachment with one's body which can translate itself into different behaviours, coping mechanisms maybe, to mask the uncomfortableness and dissatisfaction we sometimes have with ourselves. I hope that for those who experience this, this video might help you in some type of way and make you feel understood.

Thank you for watching and I hope you have a beautiful week, spring is coming!!

All the love,
Anna

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Music used in this video:
1. In 'D' by The Durutti Column
2. Gloomy Sunday by Ketty Lester
3. Op.76 No 3. Carillon by Jean Sibelius
4. Our English Friends by Deux Filles
5. Excerpt from Preludes for Solo Piano by Harold Budd

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Extra info:
FAQ:
Camera: I use a Sony ZVE10, a Panasonic and JVC camcorder and sometimes an off brand Go Pro
Editing: Final Cut Pro X
What do I study?: Neuroscience!
How old are you?: 22
Where are you from?: The Netherlands, I'm half Brazilian half Dutch
What type of videos are these: I like to call them TVlogs! It's a combination between a TV series and daily vlogs :)

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