I hesitated for a long time to tell THIS
By the way, I'm not looking for psychological support (in the comments) either. I'm really fine. The main thing for me is to tell you about this psychological phenomenon (moral distortion) as clearly as possible.
Maybe this will at least slightly atone for my guilt before my victims, and at the same time, atone for my father's guilt. After all, if he hadn't abused me, I would never have known this even happened, and now I would have nothing to tell you about during what I believe is a difficult transitional period (age) in our society.
https://t.me/brofish - a photo with my father on my open Telegram channel