I'm still pretty sick with a cough flu so my voice is still pretty rusty.
no jokers or hurtful comments please, I have honestly been suffering and struggling unknowingly for the last +20 years of my adult life.
Let me be clear. I fully intend to keep making content, streaming and active online.
this was something i recently got Diagnosed and its been weighing heavy on me because I am realising alot of my failings at life can be the direct result of being undiagnosis with Autism.
all the times I've come across akward in social settings, all the times my lack of eye contact has been taken as a sign of lying or dishonesty or disintest. all the small and big failings in my life may very well have stemmed from the fact I was autistic and I myself didn't even realize it.