Fly Agaric Trip 20
A journey beyond the ordinary. Visiting Iveta.
Hello everyone, I'm sharing my personal experience of going through a ceremony and immersing myself in a fairy tale.
My journey started in Tallinn. I felt wonderful early in the morning before the trip.
The journey to Riga.
The journey to Riga took about five hours, which was very pleasant after a long day of work. You could lounge on the bus and simply observe the landscape outside the window, people, villages, and small towns floating past me. During the journey, I felt like it could go on forever. My gluteal lobes began to speak the language of pain, numbness, and everything that comes with it. Well, I think if that's the case, it's time to shake you up. I rose from my seat and stood up straight, my body beginning to acquire a state of joy, with an inner message like, "Hurray, now the body is about to shake up." Well, okay, I thought, this is all good, time to move around the bus a bit. Surprisingly, there were only three passengers on board, which was a relief.
After a while of walking around, I felt a sense of inner satisfaction.
I looked at my watch, and it showed I was almost there. The trip had been easy and carefree, except for the silent booths.
Walking along the path near the bus stop, I saw that same glow from afar, first in the form of a car, and then the light of that beautiful smile that shone from behind the wheel of that beautiful car.
Iveta drove up, and the first feelings inside me were like, oh, so this is my little sister! It was so nice to meet Iveta for the first time and realize she's a person of the heart... and it's hard to always find the right words, how simple and easy it is to interact, as if we already knew each other...
Having reached the place of power... I saw a forest all around, silence, a freshness in the air that greeted me with its frosty tint on my cheeks.
The very next day, Entry ~ through the teachers, 17 grams of brewed tea with lemon (dry. kasny).
At 9...something in the morning, after drinking the tea on an empty stomach, after half an hour, a feeling gradually began to occur as if I were becoming transparent. At the same time, all the personalities I knew, i.e., myself, faded from my memory, and a process of being drawn into other states began. We decided to go for a walk, jumping out of the wooden house (a disclaimer ~ oh, how sweet this moment is when the forest surrounds you, no fences, no one to disturb the peace, guys, it's a fairy tale).
I left Dr. with Iveta and headed into the forest. Time began to lose its meaning, my head became transparent, and my internal dialogue seemed to have gone to sleep. Another 30 minutes passed, a feeling of stability, takeoffs and landings, and so I set the control stick to ~ autopolit, relaxation.
Landing zone and destination: bed... Arriving home, having knocked back the rest of my tea, I felt like I was flying to Goa. I catch glimpses of the moment, connecting with the residual glimmers of reality as I'm carried away by the calls of disembarkation. I still manage to catch a moment that has no chance of keeping myself on my feet. At the last moment, I remember standing on my feet, embraced by the most beautiful guide in the world, Iveta, who so carefully and easily lays me down on the bed, and then I'm pulled into another dimension, where I see a certain feeling, wander through a certain experience, trying to find a way out, and so it repeats itself over and over again, declaring that I need to understand how this experience can be completed. I open my eyes. About 5 hours had passed on the road, until I realized the reality of where and why I was here. She appeared on the horizon, bringing her Light, and this was Yvette 🫂
The only thing left was 3 hours later, when before bed I chased another 10 grams of tea with lemon, and then I suddenly found myself in all my glory, when I was alone with myself. At times, it was very interesting to be awake, when image after image paints pictures of lives. The time came, and I had to fly abruptly back to where I had escaped, if you can call it that.
Having created a system within myself, for the past 7 hours, I kept being thrown into the same state, afraid to admit to myself what was there. Of course, words cannot describe everything, the experience and the deep, hackneyed states one can be in, and there is only one way out. 1. Wait until it's all over.
2. You can only truly understand what's happening when you're thrown out of this program's matrix. It will take some time to understand the essence of where I was? What I saw? Felt? Heard? And only then do I fully understand and comprehend what I saw and experienced. The turning point was midway through, when I abruptly woke up and faced a choice about how I was going to live my life and what decisions I would make right now... I faced a simple choice (realizing my fear), and it was so terrifying and scary that if I fell asleep now, I would die... The end. Thank you for your attention,...