⚠️ Content warning: Emotional abuse & body shaming
As I wrote this episode out, my therapist recommended I create a different ending to what actually happened. One where I had control. So, I looked to Black Bird, and asked how it could have been better. The only request? The training bra should have been Pokemon themed with two pokeballs on them. I laughed so hard. It was so healing to stand beside her in solidarity of how lame that birthday gift was.
I was so used to the shaming, the bullying, the abuse, that I didn't even think that alter that part of the story. Just a silly little detail that would have made it all worth it. That's just who I am, who Black Bird is, and it's amazing to see in real time...that I'm healing. I've accepted that sad part of the story as reality and who I am. If given a time machine, I wouldn't change the event, but rather, my perspective. I'm more and more ready to move forward into my future where my birthdays will never have room for shame again.
Love you, B.B. Never change, you silly goose.
🎵 Song: 7 PM from Animal Crossing City Folk
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