【SFM/FNAF】MONSTER -
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I know last 15 seconds but I was so tired nowadays
Finally, I finished before I get 19 yo on my birthday/21st Jan.
!!DESCRIPTION!!
Tbh I had so many memories of the community good or bad and this animation was to put my tribute to the SFM/3D FNAF community and a new beginning for my life. This won't be a complaint but mostly a self-experience vent in general. And to be honest, bad memories in this community very affected me too much because of my reputation I always thought people didn't care about me because of the misconception about myself that I created when I was 13 and it made me do suicide attempts before which also made people angry and uncomfortable because the general vibes I gave to people. But I moved on because I realized it wasn't about drama and I realized all of humanity was already sucked since its existence. Bad experiences with the community and the internet really made me mad and I also lost my self-confidence and trust in people. And tbh, I can't trust people easily like before because I realized I trusted and became too sincere to people when people didn't trust me/didn't give value to me. I still wanna talk to my old friends in this community but I feel shy because I am concerned I am a boring person to them or annoying or NPC and makes me concern if they don't see me well that's why I am having issues with self-confidence and trusting people and feel like I don't have true friends. I didn't really want my life to be on the Internet, I wanna expand my interests and I moved to Comic Book Media (like Marvel and DC) while I was giving distance to the FNAF community when I had too many issues with people and I also learned to do 2D drawings which I went to course at IRL, I have the same issues in IRL too I also feel the same way IRL the Internet or not doesn't matter because I can't trust and can't feel too sincere and SO so very close about my relationships in IRL that also made me depressed and felt suicidal . I literally see humanity's bigoted polarised order. Old generations of humanity have unpeaceful our common sense already and I have seen more wrong stuff in this world since when I was 7 years old. People's problems are more about morality in this world and that's why we are all ın chaos and can't fix it because of the excuses we give to eachother. That's why I wanna expand my interests (like multifandom, knowledge),being more financially stable/rich, improve my arts/works and self-improvement) and be a famous person because I wanna help fix the world than people who "help". I want this world to be positive and I wanna stay strong.
I still wanna say personal feelings to this community even though I moved on and became less sensitive but tbh it's pointless, I just don't want FNAF to be the only fandom I am in since I am trying to move to other fandoms, I just want to be chill and have an better ordinary life with strong friendships in everywhere I am in instead of being ordinary in this life. I am gonna be more active on comic book and anime/cartoon/other video games fandoms. I will spend my time learning and moving Blender and do 2D art
And since I already said I really have issues with who to call "friend"
But I just wanna say I wanna thank the people who were in my internet life and made me a bit more confident to know the IRL for these experiences
ANIMATED BY Chrome in Source FilmMaker
PROGRESS: November 13th 2023 - January 12th 2025
After Effects - Video Editing
Clip Studio Paint - For 2D part
Song by @skilletband
• Skillet - Monster (Official Video)
INSPIRATIONS and TRIBUTES:
@TrilasentFor the animation that gave me the idea to do a tribute
• [SFM/FNAF] Monster by Skillet (TEASER)
@TF.541For editing which always inspired me a lot in general
@ObnoxiousBfor their grainy effect style
@MaxieanimationsShe was the animator I watched when I was 9 before I started to do SFM FNAF in 2018 I was shocked when she died, and she was so kind when I talked once to her when I started to do animation I hope she rest in peace and I pray her place will be heaven.
• FNAF Song: "I Got No Time" by The Living T...
@Alexissss - They were also the one animator who made me wanna animate SFM FNAF by their Monster Under My Bed Remix animation and I was also inspired by his Prevails animation a lot
• [SFM] Prevails by GatoPaint | Animated Mus...
• [SFM] The Monsters Under My Bed REMIX | *E...
@riko16riko16I was a fan of Riko's work and they are also a talented animator. Their animation style really inspired me to do Monster alongside these
• CAMISADO // FNAF ANIMATION
• THE BALLAD OF MONA LISA // FNAF ANIMATION
• [FNAF/SFM] I Wanna Be A Machine - @TheLiv...
@umgus144Umgus's lighting and how he animates humans very impressed me and I also wanted inspiration from him.
Honorable inspirations
@Mango5_ @amine_ent @MintyChipArt @aftreee @TKSFM_