Heeey, AJ! It's been too long. I've been looking forward to hanging out with you again when I visit just like the old times... but now, what's gonna happen to that hope? I just have to throw it out. I couldn't believe it when I heard the news from my friend. I had to check your Facebook and the internet. At first, it was like nothing bad happened. I just freaked out. But when the idea of you passing on sunk in to me, I started breaking down. What hurts more is that I can't be there to say my goodbyes to you personally. I'm halfway across the world and it's killing me inside. Anyway, how are they treating you up there? I hope you're happy. It's heaven anyways so I know that nothing will ever cause you any more hurt and pain up there. Honestly, I really miss you. It was an honor being a part of your 18 years of living. Those memories we had? I'll treasure them forever. I know I don't have anything to worry about anymore because you're in the loving arms of God and His angels. Please watch over me and guide me through life. Why must the good ones have to go so early? No one would know. God only knows. You've become a part of me that I'll never ever forget. Thank you for everything, especially for introducing me to Doreen. She's become my bestfriend eventhough we've never met in real life. You really made such a big impact in my life. You really made me happy. We will see each other again someday. Rest in paradise, AJ. I'll miss you a lot.