first of all, dont talk about the cringe reaction, i literally had no control over it.
i dont even know where to begin, I hadn't completed anything for 2 months, I was bored and for the first time in a long time I seemed to have some free time for myself, I've always believed I have the ability to complete really hard things but I just can't keep up, I don't have time to grind, I found this level as an option for a new hardest, while it's not the hardest level I can complete, I knew it would be one more step to continue growing as a player, I started with the level and instantly knew I could complete it in a short time, and it was like that I guess, but not how I expected, suddenly the level starts to become a torture and a mental block, my ego and my thought of being able to achieve much more difficult things make me demand perfection from myself, any failure affects me and the weight on my shoulders grows bigger, ruining every second of my experience.
what can i say about the level, its fun, really fun actually, but my mindset made me suffer this level, i got so unlucky and my thoughts only made it worse.
but here i am, after everything, i always clear.
my hardest demon is digital descent. gg.
attempts: 4550 😬
enjoyment: 1/10