recreating an after effects transition on videostar (cr. shqrpy on yt)
hey guys! i know a lot of y’all don’t read the description, but i wanted to just address something quickly so if you see this, i hope you read through :)
i already posted on this issue earlier on my community board, but lately i haven’t been very motivated here, but i don’t want to leave at the same time. i feel like nothing i’m posting is helpful and that there’s no point for it anymore sometimes. on the other hand, i love it, and whenever one person comments that it helped them, it means the world to me and that little kindness urges me to keep editing and posting, because i want to help other editors and communicate with amazing people :,) i know these feelings come and go, and a lot of people feel this way, but it is really hard to just put everything i have into the videos, and then feel as if it wasn’t enough. but hey, i always tell you guys to stay positive and just bare with your feelings, even if they’re hard because those feelings matter too. so i’m going to try to take my own advice and go on this week, and maybe i’ll feel better :))
that being said, today’s video was hard, because it kept crashing as i was rendering it, and a few times as i was actually filming, my screen recorder didn’t even record so all of it together left me irritated and wanting to give up :( but i finally got it all together and i hope it still can help some of you :))
as always, thank you for your support and i love you !!
a small reminder from me :
i know feeling alone can really suck. i know how bad it hurts to not be able to even explain why you’re hurting. i know you feel alone sometimes, and some of you feel that way more than others. that’s okay!! there’s absolutely nothing wrong with feeling down. as much as you might feel like you’re all alone in that state, you’re not! you’re never alone. we all go through shit and feel terrible. some of us just have more to go through and some of us don’t know how to handle it. one thing i can tell you that i know for sure, is that suicide is NOT the answer. please don’t make a decision so huge because you’re hurting. as much as you may be thinking the world would be better without you, you’re so wrong! okay? you’re so so wrong. leaving this world will hurt so many people, even if you think no one cares for you. i do, and i don’t care if i don’t even know your name. you still matter. everyone has a chance to heal, and it doesn’t matter how much you’ve gone through, what you’ve done, said, you can always heal. you’re strong enough to get through it, i know you can! as much as i wish i could even be there to hug you, i know that i can’t. what i can offer is my time though, and i’m hoping you’ll consider it if you need to talk about anything. i’m not a counselor and i don’t have experience and i can’t give you advice, alright, but… i’m a really good listener!! and i promise if you need to get anything off your chest, i will never judge you. if it hurts too much to keep it inside and you need to release the pain, you can talk to me! especially since i won’t know your situation. if you think no one around you will get it, just message me. i’m more than happy to listen to you, anytime. you deserve to let it out, and be open and vulnerable. my instagram is down below, and a few more socials if you want to connect through any of them. having said all this, i hope maybe you’ll change your mind and consider healing instead of leaving. we don’t want you to go. stay.
you’re loved.
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↳ ❝ [about me] ¡! ❞
⊹ she/her
⊹ nineteen
⊹ college intentions/major: art/graphic design
⊹ location: virginia
⊹ fav color: green
⊹ programs: videostar and after effects
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