NTS (Note to Self)
I may not know how are you feeling right now, what are you going through right now, why you’re crying right now, listen to this.
I don’t have a nice, awesome, beautiful voice and I am very sorry for that. Just listen to every lyrics, you might relate to the whole song or some part of it.
Hello there my friend,
You might say life sucks right now, I can’t blame you. You might be facing problems, unbearable pains, panic attacks, anxiety, depression just cry it out. You should give time to your sad-side self to mourn all the difficuties you’ve been through and what you’re going through. But don’t stop there.
You may be tired of everything, or what is happening to your life right now, don’t give up. If you are experiencing a bad situation in your life right now, don’t give up. Yes, life is hard, sadness, frustrations, delays, rejections, brokeness, longing for someone name it, just cry it out if you want to cry. Maybe this is how life works, life is making you stronger for you to prepare on what lies ahead, what awaits in the future. Cry but don’t give up.
You may even question yourself “Are my laughs real or not anymore?”, “Am I really happy of what I am right now?”, or simply “Am I happy?”. You might be questioning the universe if why life is sucking you right now. On why shit things are happening in your life right now. On why everything around you is a frustration right now. And might be asking “Can I just give up?”, I’d probably say NO DONT GIVE UP. YOU CAN CRY BUT DONT GIVE UP.
You may be experiencing insomnia, can’t get a good and enough sleep, overthinking, always having a panic attack, feeling lost, always worried on anything that might happen, just take a deep breath and think of a fresh start. Yes it is easy being said than done but you don’t have a choice. You should continue facing your fears. You’ll earn courage doing that.
There may be delays happening to you right now, just trust the process. Everything will fall into its proper places in time. You’ll get there.
You are good, amazing, beautiful and perfect. You have to believe in you. You have to have courage and regain confidence again. You need to be happy once again.
You are bigger than you problems. You are stronger than your sadness.
You’re perfect. Always remember that.
I.
You don’t have to rush up things
One step as you go
You don’t have to worry now
You’ll get there I know
You don’t have to compare yourself
Don’t get used to it
Go back to the old days
I see optimistic.
Chorus:
Every dark days are temporary
Wear your smile be happy
Wipe those tears hide to everyone
To show you’re a strong one
Nobody could stand in your way
Keep your head up but still tell yourself
Be humble always this is my Note to self.
II.
You don’t have to be afraid
I know you’re strong
You don’t have to lose your faith
Just keep going on
You don’t have to be ashamed
Give yourself a worth
Pick your parts from the ground
And fix the broken pieces.
Coda:
Don’t call it your problems
Call it your challenges
Don’t call it your pain
Consider it as a test
Bear this in mind
A rainbow shows
After the rain
This is my note to self
I need to rise up
And begin again.
-Love: NOEL B.