sousuke & rin || i love u
hi, sweethearts!
im back with another vent edit nobody asked for.
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i have days when i am quite happy with my life and then there i days when i cry myself to sleep and can't focus on anything. yesterday night was one of these bad moments, i was listening to this song and suddenly wanted to edit my feelings. i have no clue how i pulled out 2:20 long amv in one night tbh but here we are. i did some touch ups today and i hope you will enjoy this sad crap i present to you. i also hope you all are excited for christmas and are not feeling the way i do, please stay healthy and happy and hug tight the ones you love.
pov: i love to see sousuke's shoulder injury as self-harm in this video. either physical or mental, just to feel something at all, even pain. he struggles to stay happy and lately it feels like he is losing the only close person to him, his boyfriend rin to other people. in reality, rin is the only one who see's his pain and is always really worried, he tries to reach out to sousuke and express his love. sousuke is not sure anymore if he is overthinking or really is left alone, without anyone caring, even his precious rin. sometimes things just don't feel the same anymore. the ending is kinda sad this time but maybe they will figure things out in the future..?
p.s. the last quote is taken from one of the comments under this song. it hit deep and inspired me for whole video itself.
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song: • billie eilish - i love you (slowed down)
anime: free!
#sourin