it’s so nice to have a team of people to help these songs into the World. teamwork makes the dream work. big thanks to Britt, Angus, Susannah, Riti, Carly, Sean, Jess, Christoph, Chris & team! thanks Nathan Boddy for mixing tracks 1 & 4 & Matt Colton for the masters. "drifting" video (kudos Owaine O. Morgan and Gian Calipa!) has reached a million today, can't believe it, that's a nice milestone. it all worked out in the end :)
written, recorded & produced by Night Tapes
tracks 2, 3, 5, 6, 7 mixed by Night Tapes
Artwork by Taavi Kelle @k_e_l_l_e
Night Tapes are Max Doohan, Sam Richards & Iiris Vesik
it didn't used to feel so easy
my whole being with a hundred faces
some of whom I didn't wish to shed light on
grew stronger in the dark
I followed my golden thread
a feeling that delivered me to places
the dreams I wrote down when I was 16
stashed & rolled up in a Buddha statue somewhere
I came to London
at the end of phase 3
I was pushed
& all previous success
washed off of me
quicker than I could imagine
I worked in a shop
10h 4 days a week
& got sadder & sadder
the doubt I had never allowed myself to have
surfaced & took a stronghold over me
until I crumbled
to build myself anew
You were a leap of faith
but I still couldn't see you
for the man that you were about to become
instead I saw my own demons
in your reflection
you were looking for a safe haven
instead of a competitor
as every heartbreak
peeled off a layer of untruth
the more I ran towards my dreams
the more I got lost
the more I ran towards home
the more I arrived
& now I tend to my own garden
somewhere between dandelions and irises
I can reach deep into the dark fertile soil
into the grave of my past selves
& pull out assisted memories