Lost a Jonas Sister Story Chapter 37
I'm pretty sure I have the ending of this story planned out. But it's still a little iffy. I sort of wanna end this soon cause I keep getting more and more ideas. And I want to make a story sorta based off my life right now and in honor of my friend who's fighting cancer. So we'll see where this road takes us :)
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Ashley's POV--
I sat in the T-Party room with Taylor. She had gone out to see some fans that were waiting. She came back irritated. It was my brothers... and friends. She told me what Kevin told her. I wondered if I'd made the right decision or if I'd gone to far. I guess it was to late now.
By the next two weeks our relationship was the topic of every conversation. People picked their sides. Some thought it was okay for me to do what I did because Garbo was a cheater. I can honestly say that I don't know anymore. I've never been more confused in my life.
I walk around and wonder what I'm supposed to do. Am I supposed to run back to Garbo or just move on like I said I would. I swear that everyday I have a different emotion and everyday I can listen to one of Taylor's songs and it will basically explain what I won't say out loud. I try not to look upset and mope around. But there's always that day where I just can't help it.
We've been on the fearless tour for about a month and Taylor is starting to worry. She's always asking me if I'm okay. And Grant, a guitarist, lightens up the mood by telling me not to jump. Then he'll tell me his phone number. I swear he should star in a commercial for stopping suicides. He's just so cheery that I can't help but smile. I'd honestly never think of jumping. That's not me at all.
Taylor's POV--
During one of our longest rides, from New Jersey to Texas, I decided to help settle Ashley's feelings. I miss her hyper, happy self. It's sick that a boy can bring her down so fast and for so long. I sat in the lounge, and as if on cue she walked in.
Ashley: Hey
Her voice was barely above a whisper.
Taylor: Hey.
Ashley: I'm sorry.. I've sort of been...
Taylor: No it's okay. I just think that it's sick that he can do this to you. We need to settle this. Once and for all.... then you can decide what you want to do. I won't hate you if you go back to him... but I don't know.
We talked about how she really felt about him. And came up with a song. It's called The Other Side of the Door.
In the heat of the fight
I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying
Trying to make me stay
I said, "This time I've had enough."
And you've called a hundred times
But I'm not picking up
'Cause I'm so mad, I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer
I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pouring rain,
Come back for more
And don't you leave
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door
Me and my stupid pride
are sitting here alone
Going through the photographs
Staring at the phone
I keep going back over
Things we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread
So babe if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to
Chase after me, yeah
I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And don't you leave
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door
And I scream out the window,
"I can't even look at you, I don't need you,"
But I do, I do, I do.
I say, "There's nothing you can say
To make this right again, I mean it,
I mean it"
What I mean is
I said, "Leave," but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more.
And don't you leave
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door
With your face, and your beautiful eyes
And the conversation
With the little white lies
And the faded picture
Of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car
up the stairs
And I broke down crying
Was she worth this mess
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess
I need you
I promised her to put it on the Fearless Platinum Edition. She left our tour shortly after writing that song. I was glad she was going back home. Maybe when the CD comes out he'll listen to this song. Me and Greg are friends... sorta. And I know he buys my CD's. So when the platinum edition hits the stores, I know he'll go and buy it. Then when I'm sure he's bought it, I'll text him the track number. Then he'll put the uppercase letters together and I'll make it spell out Greg and Ashley. It will be a fool proof plan!