I was here. I was good.
There is a beautiful little girl, her name is She Yan, she has a pair of big bright eyes and a transparent and kind heart, she is an orphan, she has only lived in this world for 8 years, the last words she left in this world is "I have come, I am very good". She wished she could have died in the fall. She voluntarily gave up her treatment and divided the money donated to her into seven portions, giving her life as a cake of hope to seven children who were hovering on the line between life and death.
She was born without knowing who her real parents were, and had only one foster father. On November 30, 1996, which was October 20 on the Chinese lunar calendar, when "Dad" She Shiyou found the baby freezing to death in the bushes, he found a small piece of paper stuck in her chest with the words "October 20, 12:00 p.m." written on it.
She Shiyou, who lives in Sichuan, was 30 years old, and because of his family's poverty, he had been unable to find a husband, and if he were to adopt this child, I'm afraid that no one would be willing to marry him. Looking at the baby in his arms, who was crying like a kitten, She Shiyou put it down a few times and then picked it up again, and then turned around to look back, the little life was already cold and crying weakly, and no one else would take care of it, so it would have to die at any time! Gritting his teeth, he picked up the baby again and sighed, "Whatever I eat, you eat with me!
She Shiyou named the baby Sheyan, because she was born in the autumn harvest season, a single man became a father, no breast milk, couldn't afford powdered milk, had to feed her rice soup, so Sheyan was weak and sickly since childhood, but she was very well-behaved and understanding, Sheyan grew up day by day, surprisingly smart and well-behaved, the neighbors said that this child was very smart, and they all loved her, even though she was sickly since childhood, and in the midst of the father's worries and fears, Sheyan grew up to be a good baby, but she was still sick, and her father was very worried and scared, and she had to be taken care of. She grew up in fear of her father.
From the age of five, she knew how to help her father share the household chores, washing clothes, cooking, mowing the lawn, she did everything very well, she knew she was different from other children, other children have a father and a mother, but she and her father were the only ones in her family, the family depended on her and her father to support each other, and she had to be very good, so as not to let her father worry or get angry a little bit more.
In elementary school, She Yan knew that she had to study hard, to get ahead, to get first place, illiterate father in the village will also have the face, she never let her father disappointed, she sang to her father, the school happened to tell her father the same interesting story, and occasionally also mischievous questions to test down the father ....... Whenever she saw the smile on her father's face, she would secretly feel satisfied, "Even though I can't have a mother like other children, I am happy to be able to live happily with my father!
One morning as She Yan was washing her face, she suddenly found a basin of water red with blood dripping from her nose, and no matter what measures she took, she couldn't stop it. She had no choice but to go to a small clinic to get an injection, and after the injection she was still bleeding, and a lot of red dots appeared on her legs, so the doctor said to go to a big hospital to get it looked at. She could only sit on a chair and hold her nose. The nosebleed flowed down like two lines, staining the floor. She felt embarrassed, so she picked up a potty to catch the blood, and in less than ten minutes, half of the pot was full of blood!
The medical cost of this disease is very expensive, the cost usually needs 300,000 RMB, She Shiyou was dumbfounded, looking at his daughter on the hospital bed, he could not think too much, he only had one idea, save his daughter! After borrowing money from relatives and friends, he decided to sell his house, the only one he could get money from, but because it was too dilapidated, he couldn't find a buyer for a while.
Looking at her father's sad eyes and thinning face, She Yan always had a sour feeling. Once, She Yan took her father's hand, and before she could say anything, her tears flowed out first... She said, "Dad, I want to die.
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