well maybe cupid won't miss (vent-ish)
vent-ish but just because it's annoying
like there's this guy that won't leave me TF alone.
i was talking to him yk? and two days after starting to talk he started trauma-dumping on me randomly like this is what one of our chats was like
him: hello, whatcha doing?
me: nothing much what about you?
him: eh nothing really
him: well... actually..
insert really long message of trauma
then after some comforting the conversation ended since most of the times he done it in the evening even right after school he would just trauma dump
it was tiring
and he would pressure me into dating him even if I said many times "I need more time, it's not a no tho dw" he would go "okay bb take the time you need I'll wait" the. ask me the next day the same question until I accepted.
and okay being open to your partner about your past but it was just too fast like oh god and TOO MUCH like I was just chilling on my bed in the evening about to take a nap when he texted me about some trauma he had with his father and I had to stay awake until almost midnight
and after a bit I got some weird vibes but anyways
after I broke up with me he got all mad and depressed saying "are you really going to break up on me after everything I done?" by "everything I done" he means getting me a 1,50 euro ice cream btw then he got all sad saying "maybe i should take been born at all" "i get it im the problem as always" "maybe i should move out very far away,far away from everyone to find happinesses i thought i could have with you" 🤡
and guess what I did? I comforted him even if I was breaking up with him because I didn't want him to do anything stupid
and btw after we broke up he didn't leave me alone he would text me "I still love you" "I miss you" and everytime we saw each other he would stare at me all the time even if I didn't look at him and would act all "cool" (he wasn't cool at all)
I just want him to leave me alone... I tried to be the driest person in text but oh my god he doesn't get it. I don't like confrontation but I feel one day I'll soon snap at him and yell at him to leave me alone.
bit I'm feeling alright now‼️ if you ignore the part of me not being able to look at the mirror anymore without crying