Crucify Caroline - Self Loathing (Official Audio)
new single from rock group from OKC Crucify Caroline
this song is about those times when trying to be positive just isnt enough. and all the negative comes crashing on you at once. to remind us all to vent instead of beating ourselves up over our simple human mistakes.
I’ve got a dead mans heart
Plus a dead mans luck
It feels like bad guys always win
I’m a giver your a taker
I’m a lover your a hater
What shitty little life to live
Nobody’s gonna miss you
Yeah there’s no one left to love you
You pushed everybody away
They only want you when they need you
Blame it on the lies they feed you
Just keep lying to yourself
That your ok
How can I move forward in
My past just keeps me chained
How could I become
Who I’m meant to be if I’m my own slave
Hiding pain
Pray to god you wont explode one day
thats it’s good to vent
But nobody care to know
Cause all my love is gone
I’m afraid that I’m just rage
I’m not mad that you’ve outgrown me but why can’t you just shut the fuck up
I once heard words
from an unsung hero
that it’s hard to just let go
I know better than the kids my age but I’m simply trapped
By holding on
Yeah nobody fucking wants you and nobody fucking needs you
You pushed everybody away
They only want you when they need you
What about the times they played you?
Your the pawn to your own game
How can I move forward if
My past just keeps me chained
How could I become
Who I’m meant to be if I’m my own slave
Hiding pain
Deep inside
Pray to god you won’t explode some day
thats it’s good to vent
But nobody care to know
But all my love is gone
I’m afraid that I’m just rage
I’m not afraid that I’ve outgrown you
I’m pissed you’ve outgrown me!
Outgrown me!
And now that I’m here!
This uneasy friction!