produced @FalakBeats
engineered @ideastudioz
video @mloki2
written @napierquinn
6.10.21
[Lyrics]
Find my place in this gray space of a crazy world
Gray matter paint splatter blood patterns diamonds pearled
Jays scatter into the wind, let these wings unfurl
Good kids mad city, cracked cards trapped city
AVA gogo for cold cream like froyo
AKA polo the whole team my goals yo
One of ones no proto infinity be my logo
Quincy Quinn and Queue, me myself and I the motto
Palawa no Joko this guild be gettin war ready
Spin the fuckin globe the heat risin my core heavy
Whatchu see in me? Look me in my eyes
Asked myself too many times and ion like to lie
Logsdon Road zone I do this shit for my city
Drizzy keep a glizzy this chopper hold a fifty
I be sippin slow still worried bout my kidney
Drownin in this liquor flow my hand start to cramp up
How can I heal my mans lord knows I burnt a band up
Trappin out the school been trappin a planner
Postin for myself I ain't flexin for the camera
Self hate? Nah fuck that
All I ever wanted was a place to call home
All I ever wanted was a place to make songs
Not the shit catering to trolls and hearts turned cold
Shit to free yo mind, and hopefully, heal yo soul
Now i'm* here stuck and i'm stranded
The band I thought I had? All but disbanded
Storm came thru, destroyed seeds I planted
My life a barcode and they already scanned it
Dropped a song just to, "cater to the youth"
Shots rang around the block fucked up the view
Life of a loner, my companions a cube
Nah, shit ain't new feel like now what's the use
Checked into The Monarch, god damn, what a sight
Why my first thought was to take my own life?
All that i've heard is I ain't livin right
So close to the edge, I ain't slip but I might
36th floor there's no way I could miss
Ion wanna respond jus in case i'd be missed
If pain was my problem I could drown it with some triss
Way deeper than that cuz this world don't know shit
It's deeper than police brutality and clapback mentality
Deeper than rap beef and hashtaggin our casualties
Look at the causality, "if they can then us too"
Turn into fatalities by stray dogs that run loose
And they gon blame you, and they gon blame me
Fuckers won't be happy til the whole fam in the same tree
Bloody roots, slain troops, slaves too
Occupy our minds no K2 I hang loose
To them war is money if we win then they too
Glorifyin dollars I remembered they can't save you
Prayin up to god we need to pry into our brains foo,
I ain't tryna change you either way i'm gonna hang soon
I'm gonna hang soon i'm feelin like it's high noon
Six shots up in my head and i'm feelin like it's high doom
I'm slingin razer disks i'm thinkin Krillin might die soon
Shit, I just seen my moon, light maybe I been stuck up in the daylight
Chilin under beaches under sunlight and moonrise
Under moonrise i'm feelin that the shades nice
Cuz, nowadays, all I see is shade
Why? Why I see the shade?
I'm talkin to this mic but I feel like it's a face
Damn, it's not hate, I swear it's all love
I swear this shit come from the chest
Or maybe a hug, that's missin
I love em I don't miss em
For my fam I be simpin this shit just like the simpsons
You see? Cuz the world is so orchestrated
Man I hope these thoughts aren't just dated