straight from my voice memos ~ here's an original song on piano I wrote a couple years ago about the cycle of an abusive relationship
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LYRICS by kate parkin
i don't love you anymore
i'm not sure i ever did
they say love makes you do crazy things
well then, oh darlin, our love was big
big love
big love
what is love anyway
anyway
we were going too fast around the bend
you belted me in like a friend
you took me on a ride past malibu
we slept under the stars and drank a few
big love
big love
what is love anyway
anyway
then i started turning black and blue
my neck, my thighs, they all belonged to you
caressing me, possessing me like a devil would
undressing me cause you knew you could
big love
big love
what is love anyway
anyway
and i thought i was the one
and when you kissed my shoulder
i came undone
and i took you back
i took you back
you never said you loved me at all
all i knew: there was beauty in the fall
big love
big love
what is love anyway
anyway
(you swallowed me whole)
(you made me fear home)