Yayyaya sorry I'm missing for almost 2 months😔
Song:
• asteria - WHAT YOU WANT! (feat. Hatsune Mi...
You can recognize Rina here and new for you it's a rabbit. I haven't thought of name to her, so call her Rabbit for a while. Btw, relationship between Rina and Rabbit not good so they are frenemies (maybe)
Now I'm going to make videos a lot less often. Why? I have lost motivation to continue keep this channel and I even think of deleting it. Well, or just abandon this channel and never make a video again. But I thought about it well, and decided that I WILL make videos, but with breaks of a month or even more. What about FNF content? I don't know. Doing FNF content become boring to me and I was very tired because of this. Later, I wanted to try to start making animation memes again. But I wasn't sure about my animation skills. I'm always unsure of myself. I don't believe in myself that I can do anything. I tried to do some animations, but then I immediately stopped in the process when I didn't like anything.
"Maybe it's not for me at all? Maybe it was a mistake to create a channel at all." I was in this state recently, and maybe now too. Maybe I'm getting too worked up about it.
The channel has been my hobby for 4-3 years. I was making videos all the time and I really liked it, I really loved doing it. But now something has changed. I still like making videos, but these feelings are not the same as when I was 10 years old. Maybe I just grew up, but the problem is that I have a lot of ideas about videos that I really want to turn into reality. But my motivation is almost at zero and I feel empty.
I'm completely confused about myself.
I'm sorry, I'm not used to telling anyone my problems, because I don't tell them to anyone. I don't want anyone to worry about me, or I'm just afraid that I'll be judged, or I constantly think that these are all small things.
Again, I'm sorry and forget everything that I wrote above. I feel shame about that
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