made this loop coping first 3 months into leaving home
then my tablet broke when i forgot to close my water bottle in my bag so i wasn't able to finish the animation
real version: https://open.spotify.com/track/6lM6s5...
words:
1 2 3 4
any hint of doubt and i'll crumble
a little bit of nothing will make me drown
don't you say a word or say a thing, i'll shatter
no expectations is what's expected of me
caught up in the lists and the callbacks
it makes sense when it don't (when it don't)
table of contents you're not listening (no, no)
they hit you back hard in the face
it matters until it doesn't
invisible; the mind on the matter and my distorted view
i do my best just to keep a face
and they quickly turn away
it matters until it doesn't