I'm really so lonely (Original Song)
Because I am the human I am I have recently become enthused with yet another woman at my place of work. yes, I hate myself too. I wrote this song obviously about her unintentionally in some way, however, it's also about all the other love stuff. Unrequited love, loving someone a lot, never having love, love being impossible. Anything u want really. hope you guys like it.
lyrics:
i'm lonely
re-occuring thoughts expand in my mouth like wet concrete
repeating words, thinking about your hands
how they look
how they feel
they evaporate but feel right to me
cause i, i'm lonely
cause i, i'm lonely
i'm really so lonely
my heart is worn out from being lonely
how do i pick up and find the girl of my dreams?
does she live inside a new york city building?
is she swimming through like chemicals when i'm having restless dreams?
thinking about your hands
thinking about your mouth
thinking about the core of you
how you stare and tell the truth
thinking about the curve of your jaw
does your name exist at all?
thinking about how i'll feel when your mind isn't mine
cause i, i'm lonely
cause i, i'm lonely
i'm really so lonely
heart beats fast
i hope it lasts
the flavor gets a little more when you're behind me
mark my words, i love the hurt
you don't exist, i play with you inside my mind
heart beats fast
i will collapse
my mind is stronger than sanity
but i'm lonely
cause i, i'm lonely
cause i
you don't understand
how lonely i am
cause i, i'm lonely
i'm really so lonely.
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