MatKat - Conflicted (Feat. Svar)
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Lyrics
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I wouldn't change her with another
She is nothing like I've seen before
But sometimes it gets hard
When I'm at home and she is out the door
I wouldn't change a thing about her
It is all of her that I adore
But sometimes it gets dark
When she tells me bout what she wants to explore
There is something wrong with my appetite
When I know she's gone and out for the night
I tell myself to put it all to the side
But I know that I can't cause she's chasing her highs
Give zero fucks
But I got no luck
She's out for drugs
And it fucks up my guts
I must adjust
She has got my trust
But I am just worried
Of what she might become
She knows how I feel
I know that she cares
What we have is real
I'm feeling so blessed
It's all that I want
Its wounds from the past
We came to agree
We're making this last
Still I am laying here
Waiting so patiently
'Til it's all over
The conflicts will disappear
Fighting my standards
My love and the hazards
that come with difficult choices and matters
The sparkle in her eyes slowly fading
Whispers from her lips lacking basics
Twisted by the highs to find ghosts
And altered by the toxins for coping
All of the tears they will combine
You're soul is open
You don't think I notice
All of the fears are left behind
And words unspoken of
Will keep on holding me tighter
Conflicted with the things that are wrong with me
Hopelessly stranded
In the dark blue sea
I am staring in the mirror
But my eyes keep sagging down
I have sworn that I'm a winner
Wear my thorns just like a crown
And I've been trying
Not to waste more time
But I'm stuck in the decay
I'll mold myself a better me
In the hope that they would stay
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