Dying in Silence
Everything you touch becomes gold
Are you Mitus or Phorky’s own?
Your touch has only turned me cold
What is gold but another stone?
And I see right through your disguise
All your attempts to treat me right
Whenever I’m dressed in your lies
Only means you were out last night
And I’m dying now
Oh yes I’m dying now
Can’t keep living in your shadow
Only see light when you want while
Everyone bathes in your grandeur
I’m immune to your beguile
I remember what you told me
When your eyes couldn’t hold on to mine
Your fists overflowed with jewelry
Attempt to make all your sins fine
But I’m dying now
Oh yes I’m dying now
I take your bills
From the atm
Every transaction means you’re with them
You think I’m dumb
I’m bought with gems
But I noose your necklace round my stem
I’m dying in silence
Can’t you see the way you make me feel?
An open wound that cannot heal
I’m drowning in opulence
Yes I gave you my heart on a plate
You’ve kept it in this lifeless state
And they don’t know
You let me fall
They only see you give your all
Apologize
If only to
Rectify the things you do
Dress me up like I’m your Barbie
Give me rings but I’m nobody
I am just something that you own
Another prize set on your throne
Now I know how Diana felt
Forced to deal the cards she was dealt
Trapped in a jail of luxury
Drowning in false security
And I’m dying now
Oh yes I’m dying now
I take your bills
From the atm
Every transaction means you’re with them
You think I’m dumb
I’m bought with gems
But I noose your necklace round my stem
I’m dying in silence
Can’t you see the way you make me feel?
An open wound that cannot heal
I’m drowning in opulence
Yes I gave you my heart on a plate
You’ve kept it in this lifeless state
And they don’t know
You let me fall
They only see you give your all
Apologize
If only to
Rectify the things you do
Someday I’ll expose all of your lies
Call you out on all of your bluffs
But first I must escape from your guise
Diamond bracelets are my handcuffs
I have one emergency exit
Before you can get a tourniquet
Crimson red spilled on the marble floor
Staining all the things you love more
And I’m dying now
Oh yes I’m dying now
I’m dying now…
I’m dying now…
I’m dying in silence
Can’t you see the way you make me feel?
An open wound that cannot heal
I’m drowning in opulence
Yes I gave you my heart on a plate
You’ve kept it in this lifeless state
And they don’t know
You let me fall
They only see you give your all
Apologize
If only to
Rectify the things you do
I can’t go on
With you like this
So this is my last dying wish
Go fuck yourself
You selfish whore
And let me bleed out on the floor