Original Song: Internal Thoughts of an INFJ - Depression
Going to upload this so I can regret it and be embarrassed for all eternity (hehe so dramatic)
A super simplistic, small representation of how I feel when I'm experiencing depression (which by the time you're reading this I may not be, so don't fret!)
Lyrics along the lines of:
I don't know how to admit to you/ that I am very lonely too
I don't have much to say because/ what's in my head is a buzz-kill
I don't want to be a burden / or make you sad all the time
Iwant to be strong for you / and be the one to help you through
[Chorus] I know that you want to help me /
but how can you when I can't even see /
the bright light when I'm in the dark /
v2 I don't know how to say to you /
all the things that I go through /
I don't know how to admit that I'm sad/
because I don't want you to feel bad /
so I pretend nothing is wrong / & try to make it through
v3 I'd rather do it all myself / then make you set your life on the shelf /
I don't know how to say to you that I am lost and stumbling through
I barely know how to get by /
I try to be strong all of the time /
[outro] I try to act like it all is fine
but this life doesn't feel like mine
most of the time