xona - spiders III (audio)
produced by xona ♡
lyrics -
I might act like you but I’ve been knowing my own limits
I can’t help myself when you treat me like I was different
oh my god, I swear I’m falling all apart and it won’t stop
it’s like September and it doesn’t seem to rot-
like you..
I might stab myself or two
don’t walk within these hilly dunes
I’ll fall right here and shoot through you
“stay by side”
I’m not your other guy
this isn’t choice I just know that I’ve been airtight
I’ve been so upset, ember through my chest
where did all your friends go(?) coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this
drugs are different, they walk into a depth
ay, yeah
caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight
I’ll tell my truth and leave you hanging so you won’t cry- don’t try
ain’t one, ain’t by your side
so so, out of line? enduring all the fights
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my life is hurting for a way to pause
I’ll hang around and let it go on
yeah, yeah
I can’t choose on what I’m on
I tend to change and I’m worried that-
talk down oh my oh my-
it’s on me to make it out alive
more found within my skin
8 eyes, 8 legs
they left off from my head
the coldest winter seemed so innocent, swim through the rivers and reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat.
I’m so depressed, I’m at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin’ dread to our trust and I cry
and I can’t find a source why oh I, hate my life I don’t need an-