Sometimes I think about the mistakes that I made people's relationships poor and toxic
I ruined so many friendships because of my horrible behavior and I wished I could make amends with them Like Nala_Elephant, Lunesofthemoon, Matthew Aldana Bleptarts and so many more sometimes they would remember my past and how much of a blood sport I am. I felt like loving them was a blood sport and what i say to them even if I admit my own sins or apologize to them, it doesn't matter.