Author: Martyniuk Natalia
In earthly worries and losses,
I confess to You, my God,
I am not able to understand everything,
I cannot comprehend all actions.
That without You my mind is small?
Where is the answer to the question?
And hot tears do not dry,
And for some reason Heaven is silent...
All the necessary words have ended,
To explain every "why"...
The unknown remained like that...
God, God.. how to live on?
My earthly path is like Job's,
And it seemed: I know You,
I understand.... not yet ready,
I suffer from Your silence...
I was waiting for valleys with flowers,
Instead of them only sand and desert...
I believe with my heart and thoughts,
That prayers are not only to the ceiling...
Although it is scary for me to
Know You, Jesus
I do not know You perfectly...
And I am afraid of separation even for a moment...
You are not such as to wish evil,
You are not such as to simply hit...
You are such as to hold me,
You are such as to love me...
You are with me when I cry,
You are with me when fear subsides...
You see my fate in advance,
I beg You for only one thing:
Grant me in earthly suffering,
To glorify You, my God,
To entrust all my questions to You ,
Because only You can explain everything.
When I hear Your steps
The storm in my heart then subsides ...
The wind no longer blows in my face,
Fear disappears from my soul somewhere.
Because you come only with love,
I do not find deception in it ...
You heal with the Holy Blood
The deepest wounds inside ...
You alone are my Hope
You are the rock that saves
You are the One in Whom I rejoice
I have no other God.
When You hug me tightly,
I understand and I assure you again:
You are all that I need,
You are all that I have in life ...
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