compliments- another song by me lol
another 2 years old song
featuring the moth that was randomly flying in my room
text:
maybe it wasnt a good choice
i should have been alone
maybe this is the way
god wants me to be
without love without hope
without mouth on my nose
the only person left for me is my own self
"please dont care about me"
are just dumb words
if you will, i am gonna moan,
"oh yes please do care"
how i am supposed to give
things i dont own
love is not a simple word
more like a fear for me
all it feels like a charm
but isnt it a curse
compliments can't fill the void
inside of my soul
cold hands, typing noise
broken heart is a good choice
for selfish brat like me
it is just meant to be
everyone loves but i do not
nice words 'bout to destroy
i am not ready, duh.
but shouldn't i?
just try to understand me
the way i dont feel
i am just a big mistake
of god's foolish plans
how i am supposed to give
things i dont own
love is not a simple word
more like a fear for me
all it feels like a charm
but isnt it a curse
compliments cant fill the void
inside of my soul
let me love, let me feel
let me feel the words, you said to me
let me die, let me be
the only one, you and me
how i am suppossed to feel
emotions i dont own
you want me to give you love
i dont have for myself
magic in the air is fake
its a toxic fog
dead thoughts inside my throat
wanting to scream for me
how i am supposed to give
things i dont own
love is not a simple word
more like a fear for me
all it feels like a charm
but isnt it a curse
compliments cant fill the void
inside of my soul
let me cry/x4