Goodbye Declaration - Master 30 FC
I dedicate this video for my grandpa, who passed away today. I guess this is my goodbye declaration. Love you, grandpa. I’ll miss your little things I’ll never get to experience again. Shutting the blinds because you didn’t want the cold air to come in, which I never understood. Your bickering that I always hated but it made you, well, you. I don’t want to say goodbye, but I have to someday. It’s going to be a hard couple of weeks, but I’ll get through it. I almost didn’t say I love you for the last time at the hospital because I was scared it’ll be the last time you would hear me say it. But at least I said it, and you know I loved you until the end. Thank god I said it. It’d haunt me until the end of my days if I didn’t. I’m still glad you decided against the surgery, wanting to spend your last days at home, but you never got home. Grandma couldn’t make it to the hospital in time to say goodbye. The nurse held your hand until the end. Was it scary? At least you weren’t in pain. Were you comfortable? I don’t believe in heaven or hell, but I hope to god you went to heaven if it does exist. If reincarnation does exist, I hope you have a good life in your next life. Hearing your little grandchildren talk about you broke my heart. They won’t remember you. I hope to god they do somehow.