I just feeling so lonely everyday
since my mother was murdered in July 2022 after my birthday, the episode of my life began, I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't eat and my heart was pounding. and in 2018 my father got sick with cancer and he died immediately on November 28 and my anxiety and depression got worse, I DRINK medicine just to sleep and eat, I traveled to change the air that would touch my face, I listen to MUSIC BY DIMASH and it's a big help, but this past DAYS , MY HEART IS SO SAD I CAN'T STOP MY TEARS, PAYNO IS DEAD OR KILLED🖤💔 My secret Top 1 bf in One Direction. the pain too much🖤 I HOPE THAT THE 5 WILL HAVE A REUNION BUT PAYNO IS GONE🖤 THE SADNESS OF MY LIFE IS THAT ALL MY LOVED ONES ARE LEAVING ME. IS IT POSSIBLE TO LEAVE NO ONE AND NO ONE TO LEAVE? 🙏🙏🙏
I'm just sharing this and don't you all worries I'm taking my medicine everyday and I'm surrounded with good people . I'm monitored every now and then. I'm praying and people pray for me too. They make sure to show and make me feel that I'm love and they love me ❤️ I hope and pray before 2025 everything will be OK. No more medication. I want to sleep without taking pills . I'm tired .
🙏PRAY FOR ME 🙏
Teardrops -Liam Payne
Lyrics for me
Teardrops are falling
Down your face again, 'cause I
Don't know how to love you when
I am broken too
Maybe your words make sense
I could be the problem, I'm so sorry
I know we could just be friends
But I don't know when we come down from this softly
Checking on my phone, tryna see what I did last night
Baby, I'm hating on myself 'cause I hate it when I make you cry
Teardrops are falling
Down your face again, 'cause I
Don't know how to love you when
I am broken too
Teardrops are falling
I'll make you love me again, but I
Don't know how to love you when
I am broken too
All we do is break and bend
I'm struggling to see the sunrise lately
Really wish that I could mend
All the little things that make you crazy
Checking all my friends, tryna to see what I did last night
Lately, I'm hating on myself 'cause I hate it when I make you cry
Teardrops are falling
Down your face again 'cause I
Don't know how to love you when
I am broken too
Teardrops are falling
I'll make you love me again, I swear
I'm gonna learn how to be a better man
Tell me, is there
Any room to love you
Any room to hold you?
Checking on my phone just to see what I did last night
Ooh, I'm hating on myself 'cause I hate it when I make you cry
Oh, teardrops are falling
Down your face again 'cause I
Don't know how to love you when
I am broken too
Teardrops are falling
I'll make you love me again but I
Don't know how to love you when
I am broken too