look who's inside again
uhhh I guess tw for brief horror imagery, specifically real images of eyes?? idk if I had to put that but I figured id be safe
sorry for breaking my streak of uploads and then coming back with this depressing shit lol
I know it sounds cliche but my therapist was like "if drawing helps you explain how you feel you should do that more" and I was like. shit why not yknow
this is just like. me being traumatized by growing up on the internet lol that basically the summary of it. i've had a youtube account since I was 8 years old (literally just checked and my first account was made march of 2010 which is. insane to me.) because it's not like everyone was aware how damaging letting your kid run free on the internet could be, youtube was just a place to watch silly meme videos and for me to post my shitty ms paint animations and weird takes on squishies or whatever. While I definitely don't regret starting to watch videos so young, because I would've never gotten into animation, it definitely was a blessing and a curse. back in 2010 youtube had like zero regulations so I literally had people telling me to kms at the ripe old age of 9 years old. I was in like 3rd or 4th grade. obviously now that's to be expected, the internet is the internet, but when you joined as a young child to see cool pokemon animations and watching the annoying orange and suddenly you have people threatening to hurt you it was definitely not fun. and of course years after I had gotten accustomed to how the internet worked, well, mental illness is a bitch and I made shitty decisions. so TL:DR sometimes when I see a dm request I freak the fuck out because anxiety hates me :D
i'm fine tho cuz therapy is actually helping me for the first time in my life (only took it 8 years lol) I just found this audio on tiktok and edited it more and bam. this.
audio is Look Who's Inside Again by Bo Burnham but super edited, idk who the original poster on tiktok was