no need to worry about me the reason I stopped even after the hate raids stopped was my way of "healing". Some people would work through it and trust me I was trusting for the first part but they really did get to me, as well my health really was killing my mood to try I still want to come back. When will I come back exactly? I honestly dont know, I keep saying soon and not appearing. Maybe im just scared that no one will come back and to be honest thats expected since I went silent for so long. Thanks to my friends that have hung out with me and talking you may not know it but you helped me mentally.