I've been going through some of the roughest months of my life lately. I genuinely didn't know if I would even be here a few months ago; health and life are truly fickle things. Now that I am regaining my health and am situated in my new place, I have found myself writing more like I used too. While I have plans to make more editing and topic heavy content, sometimes I just want to write...and then write some more (sorry my videos are so long). I find that if I don't write, i'll just drive myself mad. I have lots of things I want to say and do in my life, growing this channel is one of them. I really do appreciate all the support and joy you all offer to me. I cannot believe I am almost at 50,000 subs. I'll probably never have very fancy videos on my channel. I just want too write and express my mind to anybody who wants to listen. However, I always want to improve the quality of what I do. I intend to keep learning and to keep growing alongside all of you. Thank you all for giving an ear to me, I really am blessed.