And I am garbage. And I stink. And I'm a doofus. And I'm a Goofy Goober. And I'm crying silently into my pillow. T̷̰͗h̴̦̚ị̵̀s̵̛̮ ̴̞̒ġ̵̖ȋ̵̞v̴̖͝e̸̙͗s̴̮͛ ̵̻̒ṃ̴̔e̷̗͘ ̷͙͛ä̶̬́ ̷̳͋f̵͕̐r̶͉͑e̸̢̅ȁ̵̡k̶͕̀i̷̟͌n̸̢͒g̷̩͋ ̸̑ͅụ̷̾l̶̰͌c̸͌͜e̸͚̓r̶̝̍.̷͇̃.̵͔̈.̸̠͒.̴̳̈.̷̑ͅ