nothing like you - original song (live take)
so many things wrong with this video :( :( :(
but i hope you like the song anyway idk
so STORYTIME
i "caught feelings" for someone right, and that whole thing kinda went bad r e a l l y fast and we ended up on not-so-good terms. unfortunately, i still didn't hold anything against him because i like to give people the benefit of the doubt or whatever right so i didn't hate him even though he can be such a jerrrrkkk anyway! months pass and i dont think anything of this guy and then i find this other guy who's kinda cute and stuff. in the back of my mind there was a voice that went "hmm, seems familiar" but i ignored it because who cares BUT THEN after getting to know this other guy a little bit more i realised...
THEY WERE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME PERSON
i was like WHAT like are you friggin kidding me ewwwwwwww what is wrong with me why would i do that to myself ughhhhh
this new guy was pretty much the same guy as my previous crush and i felt so ashamed. i mean, i thought about it and this new guy seems like an "upgrade" from my former crush but it's still a lateral move i mean come ON i should be doing better than this ohmahgahhhh
feeling all this shame and whatever i wrote this song to kinda commit to this whole "getting over him" deal because if the next guy is pretty much the same guy as him then i didn't really make much progress now, did i? ugh
anyway that's the story behind the song. the story behind the atrocious hair was that it was a hot day and i didn't realise it was that bad until after i was done recording the video. it is unforgivable i am so sorry.
this is probably why i dont fancy live takes (that hair, the shine on my face, and you hear that background noise right? ugh) i think i'll do audio first then visuals moving forward so this doesn't happen again.
ANYWAY
thank you so so so so much for watching, my loves! i hope you're all staying safe and taking care of yourselves xoxo
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