It Kills Me Just The Same S3PMV
Stop dragging my heart around. Stop playing games with my head and my heart. You say you still wanna be friends and that you didn't intentally vanish from my life for months-
MONTHS. We used to talk daily. Play games until 3AM... Do you even know how special that made you? Do you even realize the honor that was? I willingly sacrificed my wellbeing for the next day just to be with you. I shared things with you that I normally would have buried deep inside me to carry alone. You promsied you would never leave me... And god dammitt I believed you. I really did. I trusted you that much. You could calm my storm in a way nobody else could. You always knew just what to say to pull me back from the ledge or to take the blade from my skin. I felt safe with you in a way that nobody else has. I showed parts of myself that I wouldn't dare show to anybody else but I felt that safe with you that I could let all my weirdness out and be myself without fear of being mistreated. Then you just were gone. I could barely get a sentence out of you. I was lucky if I even got an emoji. Any reply at all. So I stopped trying. You abandoned me when I needed you most. My dog got fucking murdered, I had major surgeries, and you were nowhere to be found. You used to be the first one to check on me. You never came. If I had died I don't think you would have even noted my abscence until the news reached your ears. I was always there for you. I have shed tears for you because I could feel your suffering. I am a heavy empath. I feel everything painfully deep and intensely. So yes, I cried for you. I would get so excited when I'd see your name pop up on my phone. Everybody knew when I was talking to you cuz I would involentarily be smiling ear to ear. Then you were gone with the wind. For months. Then you were just back. I thought you sent it to me by mistake. You said it wasn't. But your actions say otherwise. Make a choice. Are you staying or going? Just stop dragging me around like a Raggity Anne doll. Please.
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