goodbye
yeah so here i am. its been a long day but
im getting through it.
broke up today
not feeling great
its only been five hours
but it feels like a decade
im sorry for what ive done
i wish i never had
now my heart is gone
i was the red flag.
'until next time ya'
i think that's what i said
but really
it was all inside my head.
11/27/2022 - 4/22/2023
hi. i don't really know where those lyrics came from :') if you're still here, i guess ill talk about my day (you are not obligated to read any of this i just need somewhere to talk)
i feel terrible. by the way. i remember the good times, when we first started going out; she told me about him and i promised to never be like that. five months down the line, and i was too blind; i couldn't visualize, i couldn't see the signs. in the end, i guess i'm just like him; another broken boy, turned away again.
why the ---- am i being so poetic rn like
come on now???
i know she's right
i need to be happy with myself
i kinda lost sight of that
and i guess i thought i'd beaten it
but really
i'd fallen into its mouth
used our time together
as a way to avoid it
i broke what was perfect
i wasn't enough
it all feels like a dream now
i guess im moving on
i don't think i could be with anyone
not until she's gone
who knows
maybe it's easier for her; moving on
maybe she's found a person
am i really gone