Key & MrJTeze - Vent
Prod. 2dproductions
Every night I’m gonna despawn
Ya get it ya get it no more explaining it ain’t foreign
I want it I want it but I don’t want it I’m feeling torn
Alright I don’t feel comfortable talking about this
I’m venting my thoughts, let’s talk about my confidence
It’ll cause a scare like a communist
I don’t defend myself it makes me sick to my esophagus
Someone can talk their shit I won’t say anything back more or less
I’m scared of throwing my gas in the conflict
But I cannot come up with any comebacks im lame I get it
Me the normal Isaiah, a quiet individual, with a very low self esteem,
In a new environment won’t say nothing until someone comes up to me
Then there’s JT, the very loud goofy funny and very confident fellow ah I can’t be spilling everything
Ah I im doing my thing
I’m rapping my music, I’m working my work, I’m learning in school
I’m driving my car, hangin with the bros
Lifting at the gym, life is cool
I’m a big dude, 5’ll and 230
I mean I guess there a bigger people out there heard me
Ah there’s too much going on in my head for me to explain
Plain and simple, simple and plain
I have no I do all these things but there’s doubt always going on in my brain
Don’t believe in myself to fully commit
Speak of the devil I’m always stuttering, why
Why am I awkward, I don’t have the competent capabilities to keep up a conversation with anyone
I only listen and I suck at listening at the same time, I’m done
I drift off easily I feel like I have adhd, tapping my foot, tapping my pencil fun
I forget things easily I feel like I’m holding everyone back
I’m feeling so frustrated I’m just wanna run I just wanna run
I guess no one really knows, cause I’m good at keeping it cool
I get read easily I feel like a fool
Ask me what I’m talking about I don’t know, I just want some food
I’m just in that mood
I shed some tears at times, fear of losing my loved ones
I don’t know how Imma handle it
Sometimes I wanna be the one to go before the rest, but all those loved ones keep me moving forward, I just gotta continue on moving forward, moving forward
Key:
Word of advice to you, find something you love to do
And do whatever it takes to make it through
Life isn’t a walk in the park just face the truth
Shit won’t be easy but at least you got a crew
I think it’s for best to let the stress off of your chest by letting them know what’s up with you
It really can help, stop moving stealth until the reaper gets to you
And if you’re ready to give up better pick your head and get ready to move
Keep on going ain’t no slowing man your musics on the rise
You’re bigger and better than ever you’re getting more clever with your buddies by your side
If you come across a wall ain’t no need to run and hide
Just plant your feet and stand your ground man they can’t ever take your pride
They can try and they can pry but wipe those tears right from your eyes
And make them take a step back while they watch you proceed to stride
Just remember when they hate on you, they do it for the clout
And when you’re at the top you won’t be asking where they are now
V3:
I gotta stay strong
I gotta realize that their evil doing is wrong
I need a positive mindset
I need the mic to sing or rap my heart out yet
I still doubt my abilities as an artist
Im still asking why, why why why am I awkward thats the question the hardest
I still struggle to keep up a conversation
Thankyou I need to work on myself, call it a self operation
It feels so good to get this off my chest
On the mic I work hard and now I must rest
It feels good knowing I got family and friends backing me a full nest
I just have to be positive gotta look at the bright side more or less
I’m not going through anything bad just mentally stressed
I don’t even know I want god I’m a mess
Peers, deadlines, doubt and fears no reason for this it’s just
Oh my,
I don’t even know I feel like sometimes I’m just a pest
I don’t know, I think I’m feeling a little self conscious
I am grateful for everyone that reassures that I am what I think I am not
I’m feeling one way about this person my stomach in a knot
I need to make move I don’t know who, I feel conflicted I’m caught
The window is closing I’m selling, I’m not
Enough about that I gotta stay positive
What I’m thinking ain’t real it’s just in the cognitive
Another verse, I need stop thinking negative
I know who I am talking about, I’m confident
I’m not romantic I wanna have fun in it
In it? I’m not even British