Life kinda sucks right now.
I've been pushing this video for months now, and I know this came out of the blue, so I'm really sorry. I never really made a video like this, and I never planned to. Also, I pause a shit ton, as I'm trying to find the right words for this, so I apologize for that too. Just know I'm genuinely okay, and this hasn't hurt me mentally.
Thanks for understanding.