wake to the morning clouds
and bruises all throughout
my room that's painted white
vague images and sounds
hours pass till i get up
and try to find my ground
wait for it's end again
with every breath i drown
then comes a rainy night
through it i lie awake
in tears i greet the dawn
but in these walls ill stay
with smoke in my lungs
and liquor down my throat
until the time comes for me
to sing my love song