what happens when you don't end up with the one? how do become yourself again? that was the question I wanted to answer with this music video. as you probably guessed...this video was insanely fun to make. not only was this basically just a girls trip with one of my dearest friends, brittany, it gave me the chance to live out the "eat pray love" fantasy I once had back when I was really going thru it.
I hope you love it as much as I do.
song written by: Anh Le and Charlie Kurata
produced by: Charlie Kurata
video concept by: Anh Le
cinematography by: Brittany Drays
edited and colored by: Anh Le
directed by: Brittany Drays and Anh Le
LYRICS:
In a month
In a year
Maybe it’s gets better
Well I hope I’m
Too busy drinking the champagne I’ve been popping
I’ll make it obvious in case you’ve been watching
I took my life and I replaced it
I’ve renegotiated I’m the main, you’re the villain
We were never gonna make it, I just
Wanna make it simple with us
I thought if I….
If I could
I would
Hate you more than I hate myself
I’d hate you more than I hate anyone else
Make a movie about us and sell out the theaters
Screaming so loud they’ll be breaking the speakers
All the good
All the bad
I guess it doesn’t matter now…
The things you said I’ll take them way out of context
Find the right angle, get the view that I wanted
Watch me edit the whole story
The original was boring
I’ll be the winner
Cut you off without a warning, I just
Wanna keep it simple with us
I thought if I…
If I could
I would
Hate you more than I hate myself
I’d hate you more than I hate anyone else
Make a movie about us and sell out the theaters
Screaming so loud they’ll be breaking the speaker
If I could
I would
Hate you more than I hate myself
I’d hate you more than I hate anyone else
Cursing your name till somebody hears
Twisted little endings to three and a half years
I was screaming so loud I broke all the speakers
Twisted little endings to three and a half years
I thought if I said it out loud
I’d start to believe it
I thought if I saw it point blank
I’d start to feel it
I thought if the good was erased
I wouldn’t miss it
I thought lying to my own face
I’d actually believe it
If I could
I would
Hate you more than I hate myself
I’d hate you more than I hate anyone else
Make a movie about us and sell out the theaters
Screaming so loud they’ll be breaking the speaker
If I could
I would
Hate you more than I hate myself
I’d hate you more than I hate anyone else
Cursing your name till somebody hears
Twisted little endings to three and a half years