nickwuh - winter semester (mv)
big thanks to haz, juni, henri, luoe, hinano, fayling, and jerflow for backing vox
BIGGEST thanks to naachi for all the VA work for this song
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since i met you
i been tripping over thoughts
in my head
replaying memories in my bed
aggressive or pacifist
im getting the hang of it
trading an arm for a leg
you're my
angel heaven sent
dressed in robes of violet
wait i got the wrong message
guess i misinterpreted
still i need your helping hand
to navigate the foreign land
and the cognitive dissonance
at least ill die here with my friends
cause winter semester
has got me hopin for better
cause i say shit without thinkin
it's got me stayin up drinkin
if i could undo bad timing
then maybe you'd still be trying
we'd never say hello again
because i'd never leave your side
since i met you
i been seeing green in crimson places
i been waxing poetic in silence
(i know) you don't listen to my songs
just dial tones
leave my efforts on read
'cause every part of me believes if i keep the feats
for attention, then you'll mention adoration
maybe in a future conversation
and maybe ill see you on vacation
but not in real life, on your story
i was about to reach out
but im fucking boring
never made it out of this stupid city
never took a chance cuz it seemed too risky
and i don’t give a fuck if you think im clingy
if you never want to tell me when you're feeling shitty
i accidentally strike a nerve
you assume the worst, you ignore my words
i say sorry first
you know i ain't tryna be irritating
it's just i haven't seen you since graduation
our summer in the blink of an eye
an ebb in the tide
and we're back living our separate lives
and only for a moment will we ever see
a glimpse of each other's eternity
you gave me a story to keep in my pocket
tucked under your sleeve, my heart in a locket
and two in the morning it aches to be free
of the best and the worst of our memories
sublimate the pain in a melody
and i sincerely hope you’re happy
cause you were lonely, a lost soul too relatable
by now i keep you safe unconditional
but would it kill you to call? not even once in the fall
guess that's what i get for wanting anything at all
i know you're busy with all your shit in college
new friends, no time for old connections
and all the dozen other reasons that you tell yourself
catch you never i guess i'll see you in hell
romantic rejection
just gives me visceral reactions
whenever i see it happen
to too many of my friends
cuz it reminds me of us and
everything that we weren't
we'll never say hello again
cause you're no longer by my side, yeah
i had a dream
forgot who you were
couldn't pick out your face
in a sea of strangers
and when i woke up
i wish it was true
but i still know your name
even if i dont know you
oh, just look at this mess
if it's not your fault then why am i in pieces
oh, your voice overhead
don't even got courtesy, you leave me for dead
winter semester
has got me hopin for better
cause i say shit without thinkin
it's got me stayin up drinkin
if i could undo bad timing
then maybe you'd still be trying
we'd never say hello again
because we'd never say goodbye
romantic rejection
just gives me visceral reactions
whenever i see it happen
you catch me cryin like a bitch
cuz it reminds me of us and
of the fact that we couldn't
put aside our differences
now you're no longer by my side, no
take me far away from the sovereignty of your throne
i'm better off when i don't put your love on a pedestal
and though it never feels like i'll get it right
i don't need your voice to tell the stories i'll write