this was supposed to be a love song~ Len!n
My FIRST SONG is on Spotify and Apple music... ( And all other streaming platforms) IS THIS REAL LIFE? This song is so close and personal to me and this is one of the first times I've ever felt truly proud of one of my creations. And to collaborate with one of my dearest friends, Zac, for the lovely artwork and animation you see above. He is so talented and I'm so honored to be working with him creatively. (His ig for his artwork is @monkedoodle) I'm so happy to finally be sharing this with the world. This song is my heart in your hands. Anyways. Here it is. The bittersweetness that comes with being set free.
Spotify link:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0jcVZF...
Apple Music link:
/ this-was-supposed-to-be-a-love-song-demo-s...
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Lyrics:
This isn’t a love song
But it’s also not a breakup one
It’s the uncomfortable in between
The don’t be with him but don’t be with me
The I miss your body in the passenger seat
But I don’t miss your voice talking over me and
I don’t wanna see your face
But if you don’t send a text then I’m stuck in my place
I’m so in love
With falling out of love with you
But now I've got no plans so
Maybe ill just clean my room
I swear I’m productive
Until 3am starts to kick
Like pins and needles from cupids bow
Reminding me of what could’ve been
But I don’t care
And I really don’t want to know
I wish I could just shake you off
I wish I could let you go
Cause my friends talk about
Healing and growth
Well, these growing pains
Are starting to make me choke
The last thing that I needed was a lesson
But here you are teaching me
What to stay away from
I was looking for a partner
But instead, I got a teacher
You showed me
What red flags looks like
And that
The anxiety I got
When I was with you
Wasn’t butterflies
It was impending doom
And now I truly know
Growing pains
But at least I can grow
This was supposed to be a love song
But it didn’t come as naturally
I was supposed to make you poems
But love is blind and I’ve got clarity now
You were supposed to be the one
But now I’m really glad you’re not
Cause i'll be hurting for some months
But at least I’m not trapped for eternity
And I’m so in love with
Falling out of love with you
Cause now when people call my name
I know who they’re calling to
I’ve picked up the pieces
I threw away for you
And found that everything you loved in me
Was fabricated just for you
So at least I found me
You did a good thing when you left
By giving me back my identity
You took my heart but you can keep the rest
Cause when you abandoned me
So did the stress
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