DAHILAN / vflower
❖ Excuses ❖
◈ music/movie - ponkansoup
twt ⇒ / citrus_soup
"Sa kahit anong gawin mo, lahat at lahat ay mawawala din sa'yo"
/Rosaire (Four) is part of the Anhedonia Series, but this song has no correlation to the main story of Five to None/
▼ links + download ▼
■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...
■vocal midi
⇒ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1YKDf...
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ENGLISH LYRICS:
there's only hindrance within my heart and my head,
like a blade forged of blood.
"if it's not him then there's no justice"
Reasons based from the wants
you're all talk, unable to stop the chaos.
a mouth full of nothing but insects
waste it all into the empty wind,
so that only you shall be worshiped
behind the glass
So what's the reason for your secret?
「do you not know?」
in the end, you're left speechless.
Nevertheless, if caught, just leave them behind.
approaching, clinging, and then saying:
don't imitate the so called "heroics"
carve your eyes out and
pretend, gloriously, that you're begging.
scrutinized and now you're staring at the
distorted point of view.
your self image, melting right before me
and I will be the one to fix your character.
Lacking, you became a nuisance,
returning with a careless neglect for adequacy
saying goodbye, the torment repeats once more
you pulled it all back and the progress vanished
/slice me up piece by piece/
/and never remain in this peace/
this is my body, my blood, and all of my tears
so you turned back, unable to stop the chaos
A stomach full of nothing but bees
just sing it all into the wind,
the apologies that will no longer be said,
sins that we can't admit.
So what's the excuse for your secrets?
in the end, you're left speechless.
Bent, caught, you're left behind.
approaching, clinging, unable to ask yourself
why you weren't enough.
remove your ears right now,
abuse, blame, and wash your hands.
Because "perfect" is the only thing you ever see
in the mirror
let's fathom it, we don't have to say it.
at the end of the day, in sheer pride,
you no longer can see your faults
from now on, enjoy your loneliness.