My Own Creation (Official 4K Audio)
A reflective synth-pop piece about memory, illusion, and the versions of the past we create to avoid facing who we are.
My Own Creation explores the moment when fantasy collapses into truth — and how clarity doesn’t always erase the ache.
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Found your picture in a yearbook I barely knew,
A senior photograph that time never stole from you.
Something in that moment pulled me in too deep,
A version that I sketched — not anything you'd keep.
[Pre-Chorus 1]
And I followed where the echo led,
Half-aware of every step—
Something in that mystery eclipsed the truth.
[Chorus 1]
I fell in love with a history I invented,
A memory built from ghosts I pretended were real.
You were never who I needed you to be—
But I kept chasing the feeling I needed to feel.
And now that every truth is clear,
Part of me still wishes the delusion had brought you here.
[Verse 2]
When I faced you then, you were kind but looked right through me,
Polite and professionally composed—exactly who you should be.
I realized then, in those blunt yet carefully chosen words,
The distance wasn’t chance; it was the truth I refused to believe.
[Pre-Chorus 2]
Still I said too much, just to hear it break,
A confession made for my own sake—
Not to win your heart, but to see myself more clearly.
[Chorus 2]
I fell in love with the version I invented,
A story built on empty rooms and things I only dreamed.
You were never mine—in fact, we never started.
But I mistook the longing for something I imagined we shared.
And even now, with nothing left to lose,
Something in the emptiness still reaches out for you.
[Bridge]
If I could rewrite the reasons why,
I built a memory posing as a life,
Maybe I’d take the truth for what it is—
A dawn, not a war.
A door, not a promise.
A dream that was about me, not you.
A light I finally shine on myself.
[Outro]
I leave the moment where it fell—
No fantasy left to keep.
You were my own creation — I see that now,
I’ll let that part of me drift back to sleep.
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