right before this i ate mac and cheese smothered in sauce so spicy my lungs are still burning but i love this song too much to let the hot sensations stall my need to produce its sound.
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lyrics--
i'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
for a kid a year older than me
and i've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
when i think too much about it i can't breathe
and i have this dream where i'm screaming underwater
while my friends are all waving from the shore
and i don't need u to tell me what that means
i don't believe in that stuff anymore
jesus christ, i'm so blue all the time and that's just how i feel
always have and i always will i always have and always will
i have a friend i call when i've bored myself to tears
and we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
but then we laugh until it disappears
and last night i blacked out in my car and i woke up in my childhood bed
wishing i was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
when i remembered someone's kid is dead
jesus christ, i'm so blue all the time and that's just how i feel
always have and i always will i always have and always will
and it's 4 am, again
and i'm doing nothing, again