it will always get a little bit better :-)
Hellooo everyone this video was inspired by the fact that the past version of me once lived in a constant mindset of impending doom – meaning I was always anticipating the worst therefore manifesting the worst. I could only feel as much as I let myself feel so I always let myself feel from negativity and pessimism rather than optimism because it was easier than letting myself down from desiring any source of happiness. It was a bitter consolation -- intentionally depriving myself of any potential disappointments by never expecting happiness. How boring and how dull life felt in those moments where I thought I was being smart!!
Anyways, what I’m trying to say is that life will always get a little bit better. I’m not saying it will by a lot. But maybe a little and a little is a lot in the grand scheme of things. Little things build up over time and time is the finite currency in which we spend the duration of our lives. Basically, just make yourself a cup of tea. Or if you don't like tea make yourself a favorite beverage of choice, get in a comfy position, find a spot where preferably the sun is out, close your eyes, (breathe), let go, (breathe), and let go of it all, unrelenting. Maybe, gradually yet irrevocably, you will feel a little bit better. I hope so :-)
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intro: stereolab - happy pop song
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Monica Smith
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