Vertigo Pulse - Rose Gold
Can I still carry it all?
Its weighing down on me
Tune out their petty laughter
That's the last thing I'll say
Carefully open minded
About the constructs of this tattered whim
When guilty pleasures don't feel so guilty
From within
I don't know how we got here
Somehow we're at a misunderstanding
You'll only have to be here
Until time comes to and end
Regardless of the timing the onlookers will not see me there
Disappearing frantically into the withering air
Am I still buried in dirt?
It all looks this way
Flowers of deception
Begin the new day
Fearing all the monsters
Their promises make the most sense
We need all the monsters
To keep us held in suspense
Forcing a beast unleashed bio-kinetically
Connecting
The parts in subconscious recognition of this calculation
Their memories, their patterns, their presence
Secretly stealing from secret things
Its a battle to fill in these gaps with their narratives
Wishes are precious and so is violence
The silence between the words begging to make sense
I can't look back upon a world
That never existed
Must we have this once again?
There's no more room for your presence
And my patience is running thin
For you've lost the point of everything
You would never wish for this
Nothing truly belongs in this moment of time
No room for mental maneuvering
So instead I've run parallel to the
Signs that you find as you pull on the surface
Here we are...so lay it all out for me
Crawling by your side
Shining light on the motive
Calling out the replicant
I'm seeing it now
I've figured it out
"Soul" and "Thoughts" are really not the same
Trapped for now until I can hold on to the memory