November 5th 2015 I was hit by a car almost head on while out on the recently finished bike, a 17 year old who'd just passed his test in a brand new car. The trauma nearly killed me, I nearly lost two limbs literally! The recovery is going as well as can be expected but its left me with a couple of major disabilities, one with mobility and the other with my physical capabilities. I'm afraid to say the knifemaking, which was not exactly going to plan, is now ruined. I have been primarily offline for fear of what people will say and think. I'm extremely apologetic for the people i have let down but this was entirely out of my control. I hold my hands up to the mistakes I have made but it is what it is and the consequences for me will be there for the rest of my life. And to top it all off, Milo is gone. Which hit me very hard at a time when I was very low.