Bandcamp: https://benlazarus.bandcamp.com/
Lyrics:
I woke up with a shattered head
Wondering what I did and said
I know it’s gonna be bad news
There’s puke dried on my shoes
Behavior that I can’t defend
I’m driving away all my friends
I can’t warm cold shoulders turned
With the flames from bridges burned
But each anvery one I earned
I’m sweating bullets drying out
Looking within while I live without
Burnt coffee and folding chairs
Why do all these weirdos care?
Read the book and take the chips
Forcing the prayers from my lips
There really must be something wrong
If this is where I belong
I’m eager to prove that I’ve changed
No longer drunk and deranged
Now I’m one man instead of two
Can I ever make it up to you?
That’s something I hope I can do
Rejections got me afraid
I don’t want to lie in the bed I’ve made
Some wounds can’t be healed
Sobriety becomes my shield
Changing all the things I can
Building from a better plan
Facing my resentments and fears
Days turn into months then years
The program’s not for everyone
But it’s the most important thing I’ve done
I had to adapt to survive
It’s the reason I’m alive
May you all grow and thrive
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Credits:
Written by: Ben Lazarus
Produced by: Ben Lazarus & Andrew Napier
Vocals, Guitar, Bass & Keyboards: Ben Lazarus
Percussion: Frank Hegyi
Mixing & Mastering Engineer: Greg Francis
Album Art: Ashley Bradley
Released by Napier Records
© 2022 Napier Records LLC
http://www.NapierRecords.com
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Music in this video
Song: (BUNJEE)
Artist: Ben Lazarus
Licensed to YouTube by: Napier Records LLC